I can't even begin to believe the whole completely upside down situation. Michael Jackson, gone from us, stolen like a theif in the night, taken like a whispered voice. I feel so alone, this big emty inside me is vast, I can't even imagine an ocean so big, I can't picture water so deep as this hurt, this whole, a void in my soul that is now open, bleeding, my every emotion is twirling, swirling, tumbling, crumbling, disconecting and dissolving, I feel lost in a sea w/ no rock, no lifeguard to reel me in.
I feel like I've lost my happy thoughts now, my only consolation is that Michael is made of a different kind of Zanny now, he can walk thru walls so I know he can come and see me, I know he knows I still need him, but not to ever touch him physically breaks my heart in a million pieces. He was the only man I wanted to marry, the only man I would give my heart, soul, body and mind to, now I have no one to love, no one to have me, save Josh Groban and Frodo, if they will have me, but I have become cursed, jinxed, worthless, swirling and lost in a big, vast void that no one will ever fill up again.
I want all my favorite guys made outta Zanny so they won't go anywhere, so they can't be deflated. I need Captain Eo to come and get me to take me to his planet, named for Michael, the planet MichaelJackson, where all the Zanny creatures and ppl come from, he makes all the Zanny ppl/creatures, when someone turns Zanny, a new mold appears. But new ppl have to work up to being Zanny bc it's the best substance in the world and if u do someting bad, u lose ur Zanny talent and go back to being normal. I don't know ppl got to be Zanny, but Michael was the first one to ever do it. He is still my heart and soul and I will be forever true to him.
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